This weekend has been one of the first I've been able to stay put, enjoy our clean, organized, home and go about the pace that came spontaneous to me. To no surprise, I watched a LOT of TBS and ABC Family. I couldn't be happier :) Chick flicks warm my soul.
So in the beginning, I was reflecting on how lucky I am that I have the happy ending most of these love stories pursue. In my love story, I have the most handsome, humorous, witty, smart man I could have ever dreamed of. I have the fairy tale.
However, by the end of the weekend when I had watched Step Up, Step Up 2, Best Friend's Wedding, Wedding Singer, and Wedding Planner.....
I began not to be so content with the fact I had the fairytale.
By the time I got to Wedding Planner and Matthew McConaughey walks away from the "supposed to marry bride" and turns to Jennifer Lopez, his heart of hearts....and holds her head in his kiss....i imagined what that felt like...Bill's kiss. I went from thankful to wishful to hopeful...of when *I* will feel that heart pumping kiss again.
I think...it's all well and good that I KNOW I have the fairytale, but I miss living with him day to day. Truth be told. There it is. I miss coming home to my Prince on a Tuesday.
I Love you Bill and am so thankful you've shown me what living the fairytale truly looks like - it's attainable, tangible, and intangible and totally worth it!
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