It's funny...you leave someone after having dinner at their house and you say "good-bye," you leave someone after a Christmas party and you say "bye," you leave work and you tell your co-workers "bye, have a good night" but when you're leaving the love of your life not knowing when you'll see him next...inside six months....you want to say everything BUT the seemingly overused, harmless words - "good-bye."
As many of you can imagine, the sadness we felt that night is unmatched thus far. As I got on the escalator going up and he got on the train...my heart has never felt that much pain. And as he said on his blog post, so lovingly and so sincere, it's his hand in mine...his tender kiss...his constant laughter...and his scent - that I'll miss the most for the next few months.
I have the most incredible man to love, support, and be strong for. HE and his safe return are what makes me know, even amidst unbearable sadness, that we will get through this.
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Bless your heart! I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. You should write a book after the 13.5 time is over. You are very good and keeping a great journal. I look forward to keeping up with you and Bill through the time. If you ever need me for anything, please feel free to call.
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